loneliness is just a word that means you are feeling alone and depressed and starting to think about how difficult and strangely impossible it is for you to be interested in the same people who are interested in you and how if you don’t change your worldview and personality soon then you will probably always feel alone and depressed because you can’t remember a time when you haven’t felt alone and depressed but really you can and that is when you were a small child but that small child seems like a different person, really, than who you are right now and you can’t become a different person anymore because you are over twenty years old and people this age don’t change unless they fall off a barn and get a long metal rod through their brain and then they change drastically and get studied by scientists and never have to get a real job again but always look very alone and far away and doomed on TV even if they and all their friends and family and an international team of doctors, neural surgeons, and psychologists—-cognitive, behavioral, courtroom, and analytical—-say that they aren’t at all
you are a little bit happier than i am (via donnaki)
I don’t understand why people can’t just let other people lie in their beds and slowly disappear if that’s what they want to do.
Lolito, Ben Brooks
I want to care, but I don’t. I look at you and all I feel is tired.